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Live your life like a game

Life is really full of hard things to live. There are many moments when I feel like quitting my life. There is so much information in this world, but nowhere is there an answer to how to overcome my life. Because, you know, it's the first t

    • Justice, betray, lie and truth

      I have been very sad and hurt recently, and I felt again that the feeling of being betrayed by someone you trusted is very cruel. Why are kind people always the ones who get hurt, why do people betray me, why should I be put through so muc

      • It's not easy, but absolutely worth it.

        Since a new school year starts in April in Japan, it is said that March is the season of farewells and April is the season of encounters. I am not in Japan this year, but I felt the season of farewells in March because I had to say goodbye

        • A CREED FOR THOSE WHO HAVE SUFFERED

          When I saw this poem, I was shocked. This poem was written on the wall of the New York State University Hospital, and although the author is unknown, it is said that it was probably written by a soldier who was injured by the war. "I got n

        Live your life like a game

          What is hero?

          I have loved heroes since I was a little girl, and after I started studying English, I got hooked on Marvel's heroes. Endgame makes me cry no matter how many times I watch it. But when I grew up, I also noticed the appeal of Batman. I love

          What is hero?

          Like a Hyacinthus

          I went to new work place for training today and it was just 3 hours, but I felt so tired because it's new environment. After came back home, I went to gym and I haven't been to the gym in a while. Built my back and abs for warm season. The

          Like a Hyacinthus

          The worst and the greatest my life

          Change yourself You are in control Forgive and let go Without action you are not going anywhere Take care of this moment Everyone is human Persist See the good in people and help them Be congruent, be authentic, be your true self C

          The worst and the greatest my life

          Embrace myself

          Today is very windy and cold, but it's sunny not like yesterday's snow storm. Although he sleeps next me everyday, he asked me "Did you sleep good?" every morning and I really appreciate he checks in on me. He went back his home last night

          Embrace myself

          Craft words

          I like the word call "craft words." Not "speak" and not "lineup," but "craft." "Craft" is not usually use for a word and use for making something.It's interesting to use it as a verb for a word, which gives it a different connotation. The

          Craft words

          Impress yourself

          Today I am writing in a different place. I usually write at the library or at home, but today I came to the lobby of a movie theater. I've been writing at home, but today I decided to come to the lobby of a movie theater because I feel lon

          Impress yourself

          Bye bye Baby

          Last night was a very difficult day to sleep. After the fasting, I cocked beef, radish and potato stew with him and watched a Japanese drama while we eating. He was so happy eating my food and imitating Japanese while watching the drama th

          Bye bye Baby

          Only I can help myself

          Today was another morning where I woke up and immediately battled depression. Yesterday I distanced myself from a friend who is very important to me. But the cause is me. He was not at fault at all, it was a result of me not being able to

          Only I can help myself

          Follow the heart

          Yesterday I was still very depressed and I really felt like I was in a dark tunnel because I didn't know what to do with myself anymore. But fortunately the weather was fine and clear, so I just felt like doing something. I had an intervie

          Follow the heart

          An effort to be happy

          The Nintendo Switch I bought as a reward for myself during my rest period arrived yesterday. And I was like a small kid, hooked and played with it until midnight. Playing a game while enjoying a glass of wine with a snack that tickles me a

          An effort to be happy

          Time and Death are equal for all

          Happy birth day to my best friend/sister. How many years has it been since I have not been able to celebrate in person? I hope that next year I will be able to say happy birthday to my sister in person. This may not be the kind of article

          Time and Death are equal for all

          Adult≠Mature

          One of very mundane and common question is "What is adulthood?". Strangely enough, this question seems to become more profound as one grows older. I will turn 30 this year, and yet I don't feel that I am an adult at all. Maybe that is some

          Adult≠Mature