Craft words

I like the word call "craft words." Not "speak" and not "lineup," but "craft."

"Craft" is not usually use for a word and use for making something.It's interesting to use it as a verb for a word, which gives it a different connotation.

The reason I am writing every day like this again after my dismissal is that I just can't stop the thoughts in my head, and I feel as if I am being allowed to leave my thoughts here that I don't bother to say every day. I don't think I have any writing ability.

However, recently I have heard from some  friends that they are reading my articles, and it seems that my words are helping someone else. Even if only a little. It was nice to talk to friends who hadn't contacted me in a while, and it's such a happy thing to know that something I thought I was writing for my own satisfaction has been passed on to others and is even more useful.

As you can see, I don't write on any particular theme. Some days I write about things that I think will be useful, and other days I write honestly about things that I think might be taken a little too seriously if I say them to others, without worrying about what they might be. It's like I'm keeping a record of myself. I just talk (write) about things that I think, "Hey, hey, hey, listen to me," like talk to nobody. It's like writing a small letter, folding it nicely, and handing it quietly to someone, like I used to do when I was a student. There are days when the content is meaningless, but I find meaning in handing over the letter and exchanging it.

As I have been writing every day for the past few days, I wish I could make this my career. My dream is to work for an international organization for world peace, and to do it from anywhere in the world. It may be a big and reckless dream, but I believe that there are fewer and fewer things in this world today that cannot be realized. I believe that hard work pays off, or rather, I will work until it pays off.

Whether it is my love of writing, my desire to help the international community, or my proficiency in languages, there must be a meaning to it. I believe that there are jobs that only I can do.

How wonderful it would be if I could make what I love into a job.