240511 信じる性と英雄の資質

50を過ぎたら
男は用無し

どこかの先生が仰っていて
何となくですが
仰る通りかも知れないなぁ
と思う節が出て来てまして
(･ᴗ･)ﾏｼﾃ

誰かの何かにナりたくて
自分の足で歩きたくて
抱えられる人を多くシたくて

そうヤってきた道を振り返ると
轍の浅さに少し凹みます

それでも

自分なら出来る
自分は特別だ
と謂った自己効力感は
なかなか潰えないので

中には
20代の女性と付き合える
と自分を信じる50代男性が
出て来るのかも知れないなぁ

とオッチャンは想うのです

自分は特別で
自分なら出来るはず
には
ホントかな？
のモニタリング機能が
不可欠とは思えないのです

得てして後の世に
ヒーローと呼ばれる方々は

その辺りのモニタリング機能
ぶっ壊れて居るようにしか
見えないケースが多々
有るなぁと思えていて

あぁ
やはりオトコとは
信じる性ナのだなぁ

その信じられるモノの為に
危ない橋も嬉々とシて
渡って駆け抜けてシまうのだなぁ

そんな事を考えたりシます

240511 Believing Gender
and
Heroic Qualities

After 50
No more use for a man

I heard some professor say that.
I don't know.
I'm starting to think that he might be right.
(I'm so happy to be here.

I want to be something to someone else
I want to walk on my own feet
I wanted to be able to hold more people in my arms

When I look back on the path I've taken
I am a little depressed by the shallowness of the ruts

Still

I can do it
I am special
I have a sense of self-efficacy
is not easily destroyed.

Some of them
Some men in their fifties may believe that they can date women in their twenties.

I think that some of them will believe that they are

I am special
I can do it.
Is it true?
I don't think it is essential to have the monitoring function of "Is it true?

It is often the case that in later life
Heroes in the future

I can only assume that their monitoring function
I think there are many cases where the monitoring function seems to be broken.

Ah...
I guess a man is...
A man is a believer.

For the sake of something they can believe in
They are willing to cross dangerous bridges and run through them

I sometimes think about that.

by DeepL