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morning gratitude
the weather is mellowing out. I had time for a little coffee pitstop in the garden cafe near my house on the way to work this morning. my favorite barista is working today and it was nice to see him.
もっとみるdecaf pourover in the evening, nostalgia for the past
today, I came across some of my baby pictures when I was one (lower left, lounging on the pool chair) and three (looking un-amused in front of my birthday cake). I see these pictures and they make me
もっとみる...still...late...august...
heavy sighhhh. I've definitely been struggling lately. it's irksome because my conscious mind knows that everything will be okay, but my body is running away from me, talking back and sabotaging my me
もっとみるstill mid august: recovering, lost and found in a walk in chinatown, obon, thai summer night market
sunday morning. started off by listening to a sunny reggae vinyl I had picked up with a slight 80s sound from new orleans a few months ago. it’s funny, even though I have listened to my vinyl collecti
もっとみるmid august: as an emotion worker
mid august, mid august. little by little, I become more used to the rhythm of work. I'm now one of the first ones to finish. progress is slowly inching along, and so I've decided to reward myself with
もっとみるthe psychiatry administration building [august begins, it all blends into one]
oof. what a crazy week. i started my audition rotation at the emergency psychiatry department on monday, it’s the place where people go when they are having a mental health crisis.
on my period now
iced coffee, lavender skies, enjoying summer (late july)
oops, the electricity cut out so I had to restart writing and none of my past draft got saved.
before the electricity cut out, I was writing about how I have recently been feeling some anxiety and gu
time slows down again (mid-july)
hello! it’s the middle of summer, the middle of july to be precise! this morning I woke up and listened to “sunshine radio” by tommy guerrero, had an espresso, then a avocado green smoothie while stud
もっとみるwaiting and waiting and time is passing
my soul feels tired today. it feels as if things have been set into motion, or are about to be, and I’m just going along with it all, not really stopping to think as much as I’d like to. I suppose it’
もっとみるstructures for creation
recently I’ve been getting back into my art and music practice. although I still have to prepare for my final licensing exam, I feel a bit more comfortable about this next one, and I’d like to have mo
もっとみるgliding over minor irritations
the curse of the perfectionist. since arising this morning everything felt off. it seemed all the dust sitting in the crevices of the house caught my eye. waking up not well rested in the heat. my par
もっとみるsummer solstice, slow-paced days that feel like eternity
listening to shower vinyl by danny scott (again, I’m a creature of habit). my hair is air drying in the summer morning wind with the faint scent of green tea and ylang ylang, drinking a creamy cold oa
もっとみるjune fades into new horizons
drinking an iced sparkling matcha cooler with a touch of honey with my hair clipped into a bun. 3 bobby pins hold my bangs into place, and it is 80 degrees at 5:22 pm. listening to “shower” on vinyl,
もっとみるobscure fascinations / new creative directions
soundtrack of the day :: music for saxofone & bass guitar - sam gendel, sam wilkes (the barista “jah-rod” that I became friends with at heavy water recommended this album to me and it’s the perfect ba
もっとみるsweet june
sunday morning. woke up to grey skies but I made h-chan and myself creamy hojicha latte with a new organic hojicha powder from hokkaido! we then pulled out the matcha strawberry roll cake that I picke
もっとみるbeauty of a mundane monday + ferocity and doors slightly ajar
today was a completely ordinary day, but somehow all the mundane details of life felt perfectly comforting. the hard labor of saturday and sunday’s house cleaning reaped its rewards today, the monday
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