240825 手応えと日々から拾う愉悦

手応えって
難しいですよね

感受性というか
今までは十分に感じて居た
あの手応えにも
何時しか馴れていって

違った手応えが欲しくナる
更なる刺激というか

新大陸というか
今までに無い刺激の中で
ウマい事やって
手応えを感じたい

でもね
手応えって
求めて行くモノでは
無いんですよね

日々の奉仕の中で
小さな手応えの欠片
みたいなモノを積み上げて

或る頂が見えた時
副産物的に得られるモノ
なんじゃないかとも想うんです

絶えず新しい事を
サせて貰えるとも限らないから
自分で新しい事を捜しつつ

どんどん手を出して
アレコレ試して
ダメなら手を変えたり
品を替えたり
最終的には鯔背に決断シて

その中に
手応えに繋がる
誰かの幸せを
見つけ出せたらなぁ

240825 Response and the joy
of picking up from everyday life

It's hard to respond, isn't it?

Sensitivity.
I've felt enough until now.
And to that response.
I'll get used to it at some point.

I want a different response.
It's even more stimulating.

New World
in an unprecedented stimulus
Do something good.
I want to feel the response.

But you know what?
Responsiveness isn't something you're looking for, is it?

In my daily service.
A small piece of response.
And build up things like that.

when i saw a peak
I think it's a byproduct.

You don't always get to do new things.
While looking for something new on my own

Keep touching it.
Try this and that.
If it doesn't work, you can change your hands or change things.
In the end, I decided to be on the back of the horse.

Among them.
Someone's happiness that leads to a response.
I wish I could find it.

by Google translate