240625 創作＜デート

イツからだったか
ふと気が向いて
毎週火曜日に自分の演奏
撮り始めたんだけど
今日は録画ボタン
押さなかった

なんと云うか
その気にナらなかった

夕方にナって振り返ると
イヤだったんだなぁコレ
人と一緒に居たいんだろうなぁ
と想った

１人でヤれる
１人でヤりたい
そんなタイプなら
DAWだって有るんだから
ヤったらイイのよね

でも気が向かないの

音楽ツクるのには
全くと云ってイイほど
興味が無いの

デートで何するか
その選択肢の１つ
みたいな感覚なんです

誰かと遊ぶのに
音楽が有るなら
たまたま弾けるから
ヤって来ただけで

自分から○○を取ったら
何も残らないんで

みたいな事を云う人とは
根本的に相容れないのです

難儀よね…( ･_･)ﾑｰ

240625 Creation < Date

It was from Itsu, wasn't it?
I suddenly got the idea to start filming my own performance every Tuesday.
I didn't press the record button today.

I don't know.
I just didn't feel like it.

When I look back on it later that evening...
I guess I didn't like it.
I guess I wanted to be with other people.
I thought.

I can do it alone.
I want to be alone.
If you're that type...
You know, we have DAW.
I'm sure you can do it.

But I don't feel like it.

I'm not interested in making music at all.

It's just one of those things where it's like an option of what to do on a date.

If I'm going to play with somebody.
If there's music.
I just happen to know how to play.
I'm just going to play it.

If you take that away from me.
I'm left with nothing.

I am fundamentally incompatible with people who say things like, "If you take that away from me, there's nothing left.

It's difficult, isn't it...( ･_･)

by DeepL