240430 その不快感の種類と正体(賢い人々編)

ルールの隙間を突く事を
カッコいい、賢い

とスる文化は
別に今に始まったモノではない
と認識シて居て

落下傘の様に
降って来て
美味しい処を持って行こうとスる
”賢い人”は
全く違う視点で
僕と同じ世界を視て居るんだ

そして
それは俗にいう処の
アーティストと同じ語感や
感触を持っている

と感じています

問題は
最大公約数的なルールで
彼らを視ると偶に
ルールの逸脱とは言えぬモノの
モヤモヤした感想を抱かせる

特有の不快感
を周りに与えている
そういう感じがシて

彼ら
”アーティスト・賢い”
サイドの人々の
生き辛さを同情的に
視ていたりシます

幼少期の教室と言う
集合生活が有る所為で

どうやら自分は
他人様とは違う
独自の視点を持っている
と認識する機会を得て

その上で
保護者や周りの大人に
否定サれるか助長サれるかで

その後の進路が
変わって来るのかしらね

240430 Types and Identity of that Discomfort
(Smart People Edition)

To exploit a gap in the rules
is cool and smart.

and that it is cool and smart to exploit the gaps in the rules.

It's like a paratrooper
and try to take all the goodies.
"Smart people" have a completely different point of view
They see the world from a completely different perspective than I do.

And...
That's what I call it.
"artists" as we call them.
the same sense of language and feeling

and feel.

The problem is
If you look at them by the rule of the greatest common divisor
I can't say it's a deviation from the rules
I feel a peculiar discomfort

A peculiar sense of discomfort
to the people around me.
I have a feeling that

They
on the "artist/smart" side
have a sympathetic view of the hardships of life

because of their collective life in the classrooms of their childhood.

I feel that I am
different from others
I have a unique point of view
I have the opportunity to recognize that I have a unique perspective

On top of that
parents and other adults around me
Whether they deny it or encourage it

I wonder if it will change the course of my life afterwards.

by DeepL