241101 反応と理由の探索、ジャンプ

「予約シたらイイじゃない」

そう云われた時の
僕の心の反応が
とても面白かったから
備忘録とシて此処に
記しておきます

かつての僕は
予約魔でした

ドコに行くんでも予約シて
事態が許すなら
お店の方と事情も喋って

当日はギャルソンの方に
「あぁ！あなたが！」
と云って貰える位には
知って貰って居たのに

今は全く
その気が起きないんです

今回の提案も
(えぇ～やだぁ～)
って想ったんです

本当に不思議で
多分１番に驚いたのは
僕だったと想います

何ででしょうね…
予約すれば着実に座れるのに
ソレを僕の内心はイヤだと云う

このアクションが
本当に不思議だったので
何か理由が有るはずだ

僕は内心を掘り下げてみよう
と想いました

241101 Reaction and Reason Search, Jump

"Why don't you make a reservation?"

My reaction when he said that was very interesting.
I am writing it here as a reminder

I used to be a reservation demon.

I would make reservations wherever I wanted to go
If circumstances allowed.
I would talk to the people at the restaurant about the situation

On the day of the event
I'd say to Garçon, "Oh, you're the one! It's you!"
I was so familiar with you that I could say.

But now I don't feel like it at all.

I thought, "Oh no, I don't want to do this!

It's really strange.
I think I was the first one to be surprised.

I wonder why...
If I made a reservation, I could get a steady seat.
And I said, "No, I don't want to do that.

This action
I was really curious.
There must be a reason.

I decided to dig deeper into my mind.

by DeepL