240711 新発露反応と新型衝動

コレは痴呆の
始まりナンじゃないか

自分の感情の中で
特に真情の発露
仕方が随分と
変容シた様に感じる

特に
自分勝手な義憤が
かなり止まり難くナった

プロのような
怒ってみせる的な
周知的なモノや
環境圧力的な怒りの表現

僕らは教育的に
使いこなして居たけれど
そう言うのが
本当に下手にナって

冷静な部分が減って
散々に怒り倒した後で
猛烈な後悔が襲ってくる

或る意味で
客観視がデキなくナって
キて居るのかもなぁ

この衝動に
名付けをスるなら
一層の詳細な分析が
要りましょうね

思春期
まぁ、今もだけど
制服を着ていた時期の

あの怒りとは違う
でも衝動度とシては
かなり肉薄シて居る

この発露に
なんと名付けて
どの様に慈しんで行けば善いのか

ココが今後の転換点だ
と直感は言っています

240711 Neoexposure reaction
and new type of impulse

I think this is the beginning of dementia.

Of one's emotions
Especially the expression of true feelings.
I feel like I've changed a lot.

Among them
Selfish righteous indignation
It's pretty hard to stop.

Like a pro.
I'm going to get angry.
Well-known things and
environmental pressure to express our anger.

We used to use them in an educational way.
We've gotten really bad at it.

And the calm part goes away.
And after a lot of anger, there's a lot of regret.

In a way.
I guess I'm losing my ability to be objective.

If I'm going to give a name to this impulse
I'll need to analyze it in more detail.

Puberty.
Well, I mean, still am.
It's different from the rage I felt when I was in school uniform.

It's different from the rage I felt when I was in uniform.
But it's pretty close in terms of urgency.

What name should we give to this outburst?
And how do we care for it?

This is the turning point for the future.
My intuition tells me.

by DeepL