Write to you 【エッセイ】

I write you, but not only for you.
I write for myself.

When I say I love you, I feel that's not enough at all.

Because that is just search on my memory, and find some words related to "love."
I'm just picking up close words from my vocabulary.

There are enormous phrases in this world, but I don't explain what exactly I mean.
That is not because of lack of vocabulary and usable languages, we humans can't share the exact same feeling.  How tantalized.

That's why I compose sentences to explain my feeling in detail.
Like, how nice, why cute, what attract me.

BUT IT'S STILL INSUFFICIENT.

I like you much more than words.
I appreciate you every time we meet.
But no matter how many words I use to embellish, I can't help but feel that I'm getting away from my true feelings.

I wish I could squeeze out emotions and then hand over to you.
But I know we can't do that and to know myself, I write you.

I can understand myself in the process of sending you a letter.
While whole time like looking for nice letter set, writing on beautiful ink, to address your name…every process makes me happy and exciting.
That process tells me my true feeling.
after that, I will express in sentence.

Therefore, I write you.
The content won't change significantly.
Maybe you'll get boring, but I'll keep writing to you.
I am so glad if you like it.

for my precious