My love, my dream

From me, special dedication to WRDGN

Woman, every day I think about the future I want, the relationship I want to have, the woman I want to end up with. My vision of the woman I want to end up with become clearer and clearer. You are older than I am by just a few years, have just the right 'genes', you are compassionate, your empathy goes beyond my comprehension, the one pillow I can rest on and on and on without getting tired. 

You were able to stand with me in all my darkest hours, to give me joy when all seemed bleak. You were my joy, my shoulder, and my caretaker. It was only through you that I understood what it meant when they said you are my home. A man could build a house, but a house could never become a home without the perfecting touch of a woman.

'I am happy alone now', I always utter, but it might be because you are there. I have loved you very much. I don't understand what this love means to me, but it is precious to me.

I am broken When I think of not having you. I am shuttered from thinking of all you have sacrificed. I don't know why, and I do not understand how, you managed to stay where you were for this long. Regardless, I wish you happiness , the lover I never got. WRDGN.