The lost poem

I promised it to you over a year ago... And talk of it turned into wind until it vanished into nothingness. But I was waiting for the right time. Could this be it? Are you ready to read? Your lost poem!

The glowing flower that never got picked

I have always been intrigued and drawn towards you all along.Your colorfulful petals, the sweat nectar scent always perforating my pores.You were slowly sinking in me subconsciously.But I never picked you, glowing flower.

It's been a long time and yet we haven't yet aged.What is aging superfluously is our touch, like two metal rods, whose core is separated by the rust of time and thought.

I feel sad for making you wait, for making you hopeful.I don't wanna play with your mind no more.You were right.I am too much of a coward to come to you, to let you know I need you to complete me, because you do.

 I once said you are scared of discovering that I was all you ever wanted... It was a semi truth.I am also really fearful you are the one that completes me.

Will I crush into you as I have always done?

My life is unstable as you might know by now, it is my propelling life force.If I decide to settle down, Will I crush into you. Will we go far enough to touch our moon.And will you become my happiness for eternity, -I think yes.And I think I'm a coward to fear to feel, to fear to love you.

We have reached our crossroads today.There is no ignoring the elephant in the room now.Should I confess my love to you, and just free fall from the mountain? Would you say yes? Would you reject me now that you see through me?