Evil side

While I didn’t much care about my pronunciation till the online lessons started, now I find joy in it. It’s so much fun if I can pronounce words properly, like the R or L sounds, which don’t exist in Japanese. I’m still not used to moving my mouth excessively and using the tip of tongue, but with a bit of attention, I can see some improvements. It sounds like I've been into pronunciation.

Honestly, I feel like I’ve lost my confidence in my English skills. I'm a bit hesitant to write about something very personal on this platform 'note', (although I always write about private things here) but literally out of the blue, my partner told me that he’s made up his mind to dedicate himself to learning English, immerse himself in it. I was like ‘What the heck is going on with your mind? Are you seriously saying like that…?’ You know how I feel this way? I know I should be rooting for him, but my competitive personality bothers me. This is my wicked, evil side. I can imagine a devil and angel arguing in my head. Well, I often question myself, am I really on the right track? even though there isn't one right way to learn English.

Have a wonderful day.