240611 シオレテサメル

スーッと
冷める様な
萎える様な

さっきまでの勢いが
果たして有ったのか
さえ分からない様な
そんな冷め方でした

毎週火曜に録画シて
毎週金曜にアップしてるんです

今日は火曜日なので
三脚をセットして
前回とは違う配置にシて
さて！
と録り始めたんですが

さっきのが
スーッと来ちゃって
なんか片付けちゃった

チャンと頭では解っている理由を
身体が分かって呉れて…
いや、逆かな

頭では納得シたく無くて
でもカラダは疾うに解って居る

そんな状況だったのでは無いか
と推察して居ます

さあて困った
この状況を
どの様に打破シて行こうか

こんな時は
ブランクの間に培った経験と
データがモノを云いそうです

気持ち的には
前途洋々なのです
(･ᴗ･)v

240611 Shriveling and cooling.

It's like it's going to cool down and fade away.

I don't know if I had the energy
Was really there?
I don't even know if it was there
I don't know if it's really there or not.

I record every Tuesday and upload every Friday.

Today is Tuesday.
I set up the tripod.
I'm going to put it in a different position than last time.
And then..!
I started recording.

But that one...
It just hit me.
I had to put something away.

I knew in my head why I did it.
My body understood...
No, I think it's the other way around.

My head doesn't want to accept it.
But my body understands quickly.

I guess it was a situation like that.
I'm guessing.

I don't know.
How do we break out of this situation?

In times like this
I think the experience and data I have accumulated during my blank period will come in handy.

In my mind
I have a bright future ahead of me.
(I'm very excited about the future.

by DeepL