240803 叶えちゃってる人が居る

時間が欲しいかなぁ
もし誰かが
何でもアゲるよと
申し出てくれたなら

無尽蔵の資産も
無尽蔵の体力も
時間には代え難い
と今は想うんです

時間があったら
もう少し冷静に判断デキた
かも知れない

時間が有ったなら
もう少し深く理解デキた
かも知れない

時間が有ったなら
もう少しジックリ設計デキた
かも知れない

もう少し
結果が違って居た
かも知れない

まぁ
叶わないし
叶っちゃイケないから
こうして夢想デキる
のかも知れませんね

(^_-)

ところが
この時間を実際に
得ている人を発見シたのです

僕が夢想した
欲しかった時間を
生活の中から捻出して
有意義に使っている人々
見つけてしまったんです

驚きました
自分には夢想級の
絵空事だった事を
叶えて有意義に
消化シて居るだなんて

少しだけ
自分の生まれを
呪ったりシたのです

240803 Someone has made it happen.

I don't know if I want the time.
If someone offered to aggrandize anything.

Inexhaustible assets, inexhaustible strength...
I now believe that time is an irreplaceable commodity.

If I had more time.
I might have been able to make a more sober decision.

If I had more time
I might have been able to understand a little more deeply

If we had more time
I might have been able to design a little more deliberately

A little more time
the result might have been different.

Well...
It's not gonna happen.
I can't let it happen.
Maybe that's why we can dream like this.

(^_-)

However
I found a person who is actually getting this time!

The time I dreamed of and wanted
I have found people who are making the most out of their lives
I found them.

I was amazed
What I had only dreamed of in my fantasies
I was amazed to find that they were making it happen

A little bit.
I cursed my own birth.

by DeepL