August 5, 2022

It was so nice in the morning today. It was not too hot, I mean I felt it was kinda cold in this morning. But the temperature was going up and when I realized, it was 32°C. Awful. I don't feel I wanna eat, but I gotta eat something for my body. I just had some strawberries and blackberries. It might be not enough, but I can't eat something heavy.

Today was a weird day. When I headed to the park with my host kid, I ran into an old lady and an old man. They were white and looked nice, and suddenly they gave us a teddybear. They told they have extra but I felt it was kinda weird cuz I hardly see white people in this area. After all I received it, but I still felt weird so I told my host mom about it when she got home. She told me it's okay to say "no thank you" next time. I was like "oh, I'm not in Japan now so I should've not try to be nice." I mean I should be nice in every situation, but I thought I should've say no if I feel like I wanna say. Ohh this way of thought is like a typical Japanese people. Of course I'm Japanese though haha

It's really smooth to type the sentences now! It was good to organized my date in my laptop last night. It took times but now I feel like there is no stress.

Tomorrow I gotta work and I was like it's so disappointed cuz I really like hang out with my friends on weekends. Ahhh it's too much hassle to work on weekends. But I have a plan before I work! I just got  a text from a new friend and he and I are going to meet tomorrow! So excited to meet new people and ask about the culture, language, their thought, etc… Hope he is not a weird guy haha