Being by the side of my love - Jan. 2, 2024.

As the new year dawned, my soul was jolted by a sudden earthquake. Scenes on TV, reminiscent of the Great East Japan Earthquake, instilled a deep fear in me. The possibility of suddenly losing loved ones gripped my mind, halting time in that instant. This experience deeply reinforced the value of time spent with those dear to me and the crucial importance of expressing genuine feelings.

I felt a lot of different emotions coming in waves during this New Year holiday season. On New Year's Eve, while listening to Aimyon's “愛の花,” I felt an overwhelming desire to be with my love. The lyrics below particularly moved me:

木漏れ日と笑う
大切な人を失う未来なんてこないで

空が晴れずとも
愛を胸に祈るわ
貴方に刺さる雨が
風になり
夢を呼び
光になるまで

あいみょん『愛の花』

They reminded me of the heartfelt emotions in "らんまん" and the day my grandmother passed away. Nothing in this world should be taken for granted. Her passing taught me how quickly and unexpectedly we can lose those we cherish. The final scene of "らんまん" also reminded me of how precious it is to have my love by my side. Additionally, I received joyous news of two marriages among my respected seniors! Their happiness overflows. I wish them a blissful married life!

The thought of losing someone dear is terrifying. I shudder at the thought of such a day, yet all humans are destined to face death someday. That's why it's essential to express our feelings fully while we have the chance – to say “thank you”, “I love you”, or “I adore you”. The privilege of being with someone you love is beyond measure. I will hold this truth close to my heart as I continue through life.

あいみょん「愛の花」