230318 生活中心と百夜通い

朝から降ってる雨は
間も無く17時の今も続いて
室内もろとも冷やしています

今日は朝に思い立って
全粒スパゲティ
ワンパンスタイルで作ったけど
やはり
日中の眠さが強烈です

毎回お肉って謂うのも
なかなかキツいし
毎朝コンビニに出るのも
スケジュール的に辛い

何が不快って
暇だと想われて居る事よね
表面的な座標や
肉体的な負荷だけで
モノを云う人が多くて困るわ

食べる事が御座なりなのは
昭和っぽくて
どうにも苦手です
かと言って
あまりにも優雅ってのも
きっと僕のキャラ
って感じじゃないし

自分の着地点を
見出す旅みたいな模索は
年単位…いや
何十年単位で
探されていると思う

これは何も
食べ方だけに留まらない
…よね？
僕が食生活を
生活の根幹であり
中心と考えているだけで

他の誰かには
住環境だったり衣料だったり
とにかく生活の中心

食い事が貧弱にナると
思考や思想が貧弱にナる
瀟洒な食事を指すんじゃなくて
質実剛健な食事形態
上質かつ皆の邪魔にナらず
本質的である食生活
僕は是を
豊富で裕福な食生活
と定義している

The rain that's been falling since this morning
It's still raining at 5:00 p.m.
It's cooling everything down, including the room.

I had an idea this morning to make
Whole grain spaghetti
I made it in one pan style
But I still feel very sleepy during the day.

It's hard to say "meat" every time
It's hard to go out to the convenience store every morning.
And going out to the convenience store every morning
It's hard to keep up with my schedule

What's uncomfortable is...
Is that they think I'm not busy.
It's annoying how many people only have superficial coordinates
I'm annoyed by the number of people who say things based on superficial coordinates and physical workloads.

Eating is not a priority.
It's so Showa-esque.
I don't like it.
On the other hand, I don't think it's too elegant.
I'm sure it's not in my character.
I think that the search for a journey to find my own landing place
I think you have been searching for years... or even decades.

It's not just about the way I eat... right?
It's just that I consider my diet to be the foundation and center of my life.
I think of it as the core and the center of my life.
For someone else, it could be living environment, clothing, etc.

Anyway, if the central food of life is
If you are poor in food, your thoughts and ideas are poor.
I'm not talking about elegant meals.
I'm not talking about a fancy meal, I'm talking about a quality, wholesome meal.
A diet that is high quality and does not interfere with everyone else's.
A diet that is essential to one's life

I define this as a diet
I define it as a diet of abundance and wealth.

by DeepL