Diary 20240502-20240508

この１週間はずっと喉のイガイガ〜鼻・咳（多分微熱）と完全に風邪でした（喉の痛みが少なかった割に鼻・咳が重かった）。今もまだ微妙に継続中…。暖房をつけるほどまた寒くなっています。そんな５月。誕生日週間（前半）でハッピー、自分の「楽しい」にフォーカス。

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My throat is not perfect but has gotten better.

I tend to have a difficulty to choose one when it comes to choosing from two. Especially from two colors. Sometimes I end up buying both.

I’m happy I got a reply from my “American mother”. Now I feel like I’m really going to Portugal next year.

I don’t understand why he can hurt me so innocently. I hope we can laugh about this in the future, or hope I don’t remember, but now I want him to feel bad. Sometimes I hate that I have such a good memory.

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I’m saved by kindness of many people. I’ll appreciate it and learn to be a better person.

My throat is not perfect but quite better. But I tend to have a stomachache and diarrhea-ish. I don’t know what it is but I guess because of the changing temperature.

Busy day at käsi. I need to learn to be nicer even when I’m busy.

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I’m happy I made up with E. I was going to go to Mametsubaki and then join the concert that he has been going for these three days today, but I’ve been feeling a bit feverish and tired, so I couldn’t. What’s bothering me the most is the stomachache. It’s really a shame to imagine what I could’ve done otherwise on such a beautiful sunny day. It’s quite hot, though. I know I could’ve worn out with this health condition. What I can tell from the snivel and phlegm is I’m at the end of a cold. It sounds like he has some symptoms and I feel so bad.

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He asked me out as he was coming to the camera shop in my city. We went to the pizza place we sometime go together,  had coffee at Tully’s chatting, and I tagged along with his grocery shopping. He seemed to be fine, saying I’d already given him the virus anyways. I hope it doesn’t get worse.. Anyways, I was glad to see him and spend a relaxing half a day.

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Still coughing and blowing my nose. I know it’s getting better, but sometimes I can’t stop coughing. Feel sorry for my students. A-san served her scone with strawberries and rosemary at her class. As she told me that’s T-chan’s favorite and I’m going to have a class with her, I asked her if I could buy some. Then she said I don’t need to pay as they were a little over baked. I’m just amazed by her generosity and kindness.

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I always feel liberated when I have a class in Osaka with T-chan in the morning and go some places afterwards. Today I found a nice counter seat at a food court looking down people at Tennoji station, where I was able to had lunch and work on my translation work, dropped by Cosme Kitchen (couldn’t find what I wanted) and went to yard cafe watching greens and colors and people, writing down some notes.