July 26, 2022

I finally decided which class that I wanna take. Au pairs have to take classes for finishing their program, and we have to 6 credits or 60 hours. Last year I took English classes which was writing and reading. These classes were SO hard but it was awesome for me to improve my English skills. I still make a mistake though…haha

Anyway, I had thought about taking English classes in this year, too. And I took a free ESOL class in Brooklyn Public Library, but the class was so easy and bored for me. So I was thinking about taking the other English class which level is high, but on a second thought, I was like I wanna take a class except for English class. My English is not perfect and I know I gotta study more harder, but I don't wanna do the same thing as last year. Learning new thing in English sounded hard for me, but at the same time, I felt like I wanna try. But I was not sure what I'm interested in. I have so many things that I like, but I don't know what I wanna do in my future. I graduated my college and I was working as a teacher of a daycare, but I feel like I'm not interested in the job anymore. So that's why I needed to look for the thing what I wanna do in the future.

Then, I realized I was interested in the field of design. When I was a kid, I really liked drawing and creating. As I got older, I knew there were so many people who are good at drawing and creating, so I was embarrassed to showing my artwork and I was trying to forget about it. But now, I feel like I wanna try it again. I know I'm not talented, and I don't have any skills, but I wanna try. I only live once, so I wanna try what I wanna do. Then, I decided to take graphic design class.

I still have so many things to do like applying the college, and resistering the class, but I'm so excited to what I do from the next semester. I need to study about the field of design more, but I did the first step.

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today's vocaburary from Friends

intestine: the long tube in your body that processes food and carries waste out of your body.

keep fixating on : to focus obsessively

have some hormones: like "have some courage."

to hell her: used to say in a forceful and angry way that one does not care about someone or something.

bridesmaid: a girl or young woman who helps a bride before and during her wedding.

gravy: a sauce made from the juices of cooked meat and flour.

gravy boat: a container used for poring gravy

turn on: to make someone become more interested in something

drift apart: If two people drift apart, they gradually become less friendly and their relationship ends.

I got really freaked out.

get out of there

I was kind of hoping that wouldn't be an issue.