ロンドンで2週間経過

Hello.
2 weeks have passed since I came here. I'm still nervous about my life, and nothing have been decided except flat.
It was really lucky to get a flat so fast, but I'm struggling to get a job.
If I could speak English fluently, I would take a chance to be a midwife here, but this is what it is. I didn't make efforts to study English before coming to the UK, so this situation was made by myself.
Sometimes I feel like, I should have remained in Japan and kept working because I have nothing to do in this country.
I have no friend, no job… like I think everything is going bad. 9 hours' time differences are also worse. I can't make a phone call whenever I want. And our mood is totally different, since when I am in the morning, my Japanese friends are in the night.
Here are what I can do for now.

make friends with firstly Japanese
keep applying to possible job chances
study English
walk around this beautiful city
enjoy Netflix
plan traveling Europe
plan traveling the UK
think about my life
read some books in English and Japanese

Okay, there are a lot. I can do this.
And I wanna say this to myself;
Don't look for someone good. I will meet someone who can enjoy life with me someday. We accept the love we think we deserve. Wasting your time on someone. When you are making them your priority, they are only making you an option.
Do you really need the person hurt you? You're ganna meet someone who appreciates you for who you are.

I want to write down what comes up in my mind, so these are messy, but that's it.
Thank you!