my anxious - Sep. 16, 2023

In another 6 months, I'll graduate from grad school and start my job. Since I'll be in a sales position, there likely be a lot of social events and I might even end up playing golf for business. I've been wondering if I'll be able to grasp and remember the intricacies and structures of semiconductors and machinery. Lately, I've been feeling anxious about whether I'll do well as a salesman.

I want to break the habit of dwelling too much on things I can't change. And from what I've experienced, most of the time, things turn out not to be such a big deal once I actually give them a try. I'm sure I'll find a way. If not, I'll turn to my friends, colleagues, and family for advice. I want to live relying on trustworthy people without shouldering everything alone