Let's think about life.

Thanks to a bad experience, I got to know myself deeply

What I am going to write here is all based on my own experience.
In December 2021, I was diagnosed with ASD and ADHD at a local hospital.
To be honest, I didn't expect it to be me... When I received the diagnosis, I felt somewhat uncomfortable, but I was half relieved and half mixed feelings.
I have been studying at an online programming school since April 2021 in order to find a job in the IT industry.
However, I gave up the job because I had a symptom that I could not process the information I heard from my own ears.
I thought to myself, "What was the point of studying to be an infrastructure engineer all this time? I have no goals anymore...?
I used to be very backward.
But it's something I can't control, like bad people, bad environment, or bad timing.
And I try not to expect too much, because I get tired of expecting too much, and I can't control everything.
And I don't need to be liked by all people. I praise myself for having completed the task without being a perfectionist.
In the end, it all depends on how I feel.