Poems (随時更新)

Never be disappointed

I might be disappointed by some teaching or preaching of someone else, but I will never be disappointed with You.
I might doubt You, or even the Bible, but I will never doubt Your presence. Because I cannot explain salvation without You, Load.
I wouldn't be saved, but I have been saved by You, and this fact cannot be doubted because I have experienced it.

I might be disappointed in myself but soon, You will take away my shame, You will say "You will be all right." I should't disappoint myself because You have made me beautiful.

I stopped being disappointed in someone else because I learned from You told me that there is nothing I can do with others but myself. (Matthew 7:3)

I expect my life to be good. Because You have made me as a good child.
I wish my life would shine because You are shiny.

A while ago, I was afraid that You would be disappointed with me.
But today I won't be afraid because I know that You will get me up, never leave me down.

I won't dissapont with anyone, and any situation because I have You in any background.

Today, I will receive your love more than yesterday.

So please let me be with You, in Your joy and peace.

2/18 2024
Dear Andrew and Elisabeth,

When I was in my 20s, I liked writing and wrote my book.
I liked to express myself with writing, but my English wasn’t confident enough before.
But today my English can come out more naturally (I don’t need to think too much before saying or writing), even more familiar than my Chinese, now (although there are many grammar mistakes which I cannot even notice).

So I wrote a poem.

It is like my conversation with God, so please don’t judge me 😂

Hence, I hope I can keep poems as my memory of my process of growing as a Christian.

All Blessings,
Emi