Ravings about death and how to survive.

" I don't know why people kill the people, even  ourselves."

I think about death and war and suicide ,nomicide.

Death is fearfull.

Thinking about death ,i can't help trembling and feel cold and fleeze.

Why am i alive?

I ask myself over and over again.

if  i involved in war ,i would think a lot how to survive .

War is fearful and hell,a lot of people die easily.

Pistol can easily kill people.

In the war people become hostile and the County and law allow us to kill soldier who are  affiliated with hostile country .

In fact, kill people is allowed us in the war.

So i fear war and wish do not break out the war.

"but realistically there are many possibility which war happen."

War does not go away permanently.

Because the strong eat weak is a law of nature.

Any country does not want to invade the country which have the nuclear weapons.

The county which have not nuclear weapons is easy to invaded more than having nuclear weapons country.

but japan have not nuclear waepons.

A lot of popuration and money ,science ,technology is power and strength ,but japanease popuration and science and IT technoligy is steady declining year-on-year.

We shoud retrive passion of humanity.

Japan become developed county,but not goal and Any country can not  completely become developed country.

We are developing evey day .

IT technology ,artificial inteligent ,nuclear fusion, artificial satellite, popuration,life style,etc　are develope every year.

So it is important have the passion about science and technology.

Desire liberation,liberty, information technology which we can compete in the world, and power.

Do not forget curiosity,and think logically, do experiment over and over again.

In addition,i'm Unemployed in shorts job less ,neet Homebody.

I live to depend on  parents’ support.

For the future my parent die except for the technology of medicine develop and Healthy lifespan extends.

It is fearful and sorrow fact.

So I shoud write novel ,draw illustration, make movie ,and upload on the internet which only things i can do now.

I realize that do what i can do now and act is important for me.