Revenge on

----- You have given me so many wonderful gifts. More than you know. -----
　I bet you hate the world because people say bad things about you.
　I bet you hate yourself for trying to be around me because you have hurt me so much.
　I am sure you believed in me even though I pushed you away so many times. You always said.
　"I wonder how much I have to love you to get this feeling."
I think I understand that feeling now.
　My heart is so weak.
　My heart is very sentimental.
More than you know.
You were the one who always held me like that.