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#51 2. Sep. 2021
Can you believe we have only four months in 2021? Time fries…
I was wondering if I’m a lonely person or not. I think I’m quite an individual type, at least. I like my friends, and yes, I want to meet them, especially under the circumstances. But probably I can bear by myself in this isolated house for even more than a year.
I think I got used to the fact that no one needs me. It’s a sad fact, but... it’s just so. Maybe that’s why when someone said they needed me, I always gave me to them.
For me, to demand something from someone is very difficult. Also, I feel I’m a harmful type, so I try not to be.
So taking a step back from society is a safe position. Fortunately, it’s not so difficult for me. I’m not sure if this way of life is OK or not, normal or not, but so what? I have been already like this.
Being wrong or ill-natured is the most worrying point, but other than that, it's just the way to be.
Still, I have a fantasy one day I will meet someone who can be with me, though.
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