HERE IT COMES🎄

Hiii guys.
its been so icy recently, this makes me wanna stay in my room with cats,
but I know I will regret that if I do so haha
so today, 25th of December, Christmas Day, I got up at 8 am and told my self "BE MOTIVATED", "BE PRODUCTIVE", even though I don't have any plans today.
now I am at my fav place in the world, Starbucks with my coffee Frappuccino, me doing my assignment. what a pity me:)

Anyway I wanted to talk about Christmas today and, also about my friends.
First of all,
what do you imagine when you hear about Christmas? Santa Clause? Gifts? or Holidays?
I would be imagining me being with ppl I love, having a Christmas party, and going London. Omg I rly love Christmas and I get excited so easily just thinking of this. 

Since I moved in England, I think I've changed the way I think of Christmas. when I was in Japan, I though that the most important thing is not to be alone and the best way of spending on Christmas Day is being with boyfriend or friends and going somewhere rly classy Christmassy place.
But now I think that was bullshit and fake tbh. At the same time, i think such this phenomena have become commonplace for us because of the Japanese advertisement.  
We are not Christian so our Christmas is not even related to some gods and Jesus stuff you know what I mean. So it is okay, although, I feel that it is more important to know what really Christmas is.

Speaking of Christmas, I watched "The Grinch" which is one of my fav christmas movie ever, it's about the main character 'Grinch' who hates Christmas,
because of the trauma which he's been gotten since he was a little boy.
But a little girl 'Cindy Lou' try to make him get involved with people, and on Christmas day, he almost destroy everything in town, however, 'Whovolle' realises that Christmas is not about gifts or decorations.
It is really about family and making the best from what you have.
This is a definitely true spirit of Christmas!!

After I watched this movie, I decided to send Christmas cards to all my friends and family.
I hope they'll like it and I'd be very happy if they could feel a little bit of happiness.
From my experience, some ppl think I'm might be too much but
Christmas actually has something special, like it could make ppl feel something special and happy and be excited.
Also it would be more than a perfect timing to re-recognize how blessed you are. 
Still now the wars have been continuing, but I hope all human could feel safe and healthy and happiness at least today or tomorrow.

…And with that the 2022 season comes to an end. I cannot believe that this is almost ending and I survived the uni and everything. 2022 is to me a big big changes, I met lots of ppl and went to so many places and there were also lots of goodbyes. But most importantly, I SURVIVED!!!!!
I though I would drop out of uni but didn't. I went though difficult time and sometimes I just wanted to stop doing everything and just wanted to be free, although, because of ppl who care about me, I became more a stronger and better person.. Rn I am seriously grateful. Really my feeling is beyond the words.

Honestly this vlog is messy haha

THANK YOU ALL for coming to my page and hope you enjoy it!!
…and wishing you a HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS and  HAPPY NEW YEAR<3

Are you ready for 2023? I am.
Bye bye~

Nina