Do What You Love, Love What You Do

I think that no one will read this post, so I will write this article in English today.

I got the score from TOEIC today which I took the test last month.
The result was a lower score than the score that I got when I was a university student.
I was so shocked by the score.
'Cause I somehow felt I did well more than 2 years before.
But it was not that easy.

I know it is just a number, and it is difficult to measure how much I have the skill of English by that score rightly.
BUT
It made me disappointed a lot.

So, I'm trying to speak in English by myself today because there is no one who understands English in my family.
I wonder whether I will have a job that is necessary for English skills, but I might say "no" .
I was thinking it might be good and suit for me.
But, I noticed that I do not feel excited when I imagine me doing such a job.
I just like "speaking" and "listening" to English.
It is not for a job, just for fun to communicate with someone.

I want to keep looking for what to do which I love from bottom of my heart.

I'm so sleepy!!

GOOD NIGHT BABY ♡