留学の決意 (Determination)

Todays, I would like to describe the determination to study abroad to UM. 

First of all, it doesn't matter if I will die during staying at Malaysia unless my family and friends don't feel sad or gloomy. Therefore, I am definitely going to spend all experience and money I have ever earned. 

Let me tell you the story why I come to consider the mind.

When I was fist year of university student, I had an opportunity to learn English in Malaysia (2019). When I spoke to my family, they urged me to study another nation. For this reason, I went to Malaysia to study English. 
That experiences made me change the plan in university life. It was awesome for me. This is because I could express my statement and challenging what I wanted to do. It was like changing my personality compared with living Japan.
After learning in English in Malaysia, I considered to study abroad to another nation using exchange student or master student. 

Unfortunately, however, at the beginning of second year, Covid-19 was widespread around the world (2020). Hence, I was devastated at this situation, not allowing us to go to another countries. It had great difficulty finding the purpose to live in the world, as we cannot communicate with each other, going out, and studying abroad. But, under the circumstance, I struggled to study IELTS for preparation at alone in announcing lockdown. Furthermore, I initiated to learn various disciplines such as psychology, economics and marketing due to securing a great deal of leisure time.

In the third grade in bachelor (2021), I came to consider to learn my major in another nation like USA, Canada, and Australia when advancing master degree. This is because it is likely that most Japanese university students are unwilling to study much time but prefer to work as a part time job. Thus, I wanted to shift environment that I can improve by imposing on intense study.
However, I could not achieve that goal because of mental health, therefore, I had to give up challenging such a difficult condition. 

In the final year of university student(2022), I was planning to study abroad using exchange program even if I will graduate bachelor, and advance to master in the same Japanese university. I remembered it was a huge decision to prolong master degree for 3 years involving studying abroad for a year. To prepare studying abroad, I attempted to join foreign student's group to interpret feeling or emotion of foreigners in Japan. This group was quite interesting for me and provided meaningful experiences, which leads to staying in Malaysia. From this year, I tackled with studying English earnestly. As a result, I got a ticket to study abroad to Malaysia. 

This is the story from interesting in studying abroad to conducting that. 
I spend a lot of time preparing for studying abroad, for instance, studying English, reading books including English, exercising to be trusted others, and knowing the emotion of foreign students. 

In conclusion, I absolutely do my best and spending life I have never experienced in Malaysia.

Thank you.