NigelodYf

文学と東方オタク。ポエム、小説、エッセイを書いています。芸術と音楽が好き。日本語を勉強…

NigelodYf

文学と東方オタク。ポエム、小説、エッセイを書いています。芸術と音楽が好き。日本語を勉強いる外国人のため、投稿は主に英語+和訳の形で行きます。もし言語や行動には粗相と滑稽の所あるとすれば、お許しください。 https://twitter.com/NigelodYf

マガジン

  • 拙作 Original Works

  • ex rebus Dolorum 再悲詩作

    「再悲詩」のマニフェストーーー新しい詩の試み Manifesto of Dolorum---a new experiment of poetry |JTR777 (note.com) 自作再悲詩のコレクション collection of my own Dolorums

  • Notes for myself

  • つぶやき

  • エッセイ・散文・評論 Essay

記事一覧

固定された記事

エレジー・哀歌;苦艾(苦ヨモギ)の泉 Elegy; Wormwood's Fountain

O, The sublime drunkard that is Wormwood; no matter How many laughing Grapes they give to the black wine; I will not Give you up. My green, clouded and clear,…

NigelodYf
9か月前
43

My Answer

... I. fly to her like a bird II. rush towards her like a boar III. walk steadily and quietly to her, like a human does IV. IO there is essentially no opti…

NigelodYf
1日前

What I would not pay to become either the student or master of the old man in the mountain Keep, Lord of Alamut,

What I would not pay to become either the student or the master of the old man in the mountain Keep, Lord of Alamut, Only an idiot can teach another idiot, and…

NigelodYf
1日前
2

Obscura

【東方アレンジ Ambience】fromadistance - obscure https://youtu.be/Y5PnaBooyUU?si=sMtKRMVp-0nlXgFe @YouTube 【八雲紫】 縄に縛れぬ永久の淵は 常に蝿の百の目の中…

NigelodYf
1日前
2

monologue

monologue pro: if a being could achieve a moment of absolute solitude, by separating all reasons from established forms of experiences, perhaps he can express i…

NigelodYf
1日前
1

When a poet had too much pain of labour,

When a poet had too much pain of labour, too little rain cloud to drink, And been carrying in basket a broken heart, He asks the manless wasteland, whatsoeve…

NigelodYf
2日前
5

Why do I behold the visage of myselfbecoming a man-eating ogre underground

Why do I behold the visage of myself becoming a man-eating ogre underground and the coliseum of rose-adorned banquet before me... in evisceration. Fool, eve…

NigelodYf
2日前
2

the tyranny of the 24 Horae overruling all worlds

the tyranny of the 24 Horae overruling all worlds even the aetherial is in fetters of density maiden of 24 decorated Hours, their endless series stretches on…

NigelodYf
2日前
4

dimness of eternity

dimness of eternity for what petty reason do we still seek eternity forever-more, when the world is already overflowing with cold eternities of so many namel…

NigelodYf
3日前
2

もし私が泉に涙を呉れば

もし私が泉に涙を呉れば それは海になる もし私が泉へ先出す物* を呉れば それは沼になる もし私が泉に、 泉の源を捧げれば それは嘗て水は霧と雨になった事を 流れ…

NigelodYf
3日前
5

"and thus nearly thirty sprightly years of spring had I yrunne

"and thus nearly thirty sprightly years of spring had I yrunne unknowing what hope is worth to truth before baton of judgement the verdant life did neither hold…

NigelodYf
4日前

the pains we baboons took

the pains we baboons took to be wise once in a while neither in phantasmic dreaming nor in love and hate's denial

NigelodYf
4日前
1

elder scrolls fan poem Bal-El

"to Bal-El, a life without remorse or pity" "O Fortuna velut luna…" O Rota Ingloria the twin spiderwives of Dream and Night yoked, forwards turned (and turn)…

NigelodYf
4日前
4

無限の四次元に繋ぐ、常に空っぽな旅行ポケットで

無限の四次元に繋ぐ、常に空っぽな旅行ポケットで 汝の万世の苦痛として受け入れた洪水の業を 未来と言う秘密器具持って全て洗い去ららむ ファウスト博士の方ではなく …

NigelodYf
4日前
3

無限の四次元に繋ぐ、常に空っぽな旅行ポケットで

多分、私が神の前にしゃがむのは 彼より賽銭を盗む時だけだろう 無限の四次元に繋ぐ、常に空っぽな旅行ポケットで 汝の万世の苦痛として受け入れた洪水の業を 未来と言う…

NigelodYf
4日前
1

neither would Venus find the bald at once a disfavourable lover,

have faith in that neither would Venus find the bald at once a disfavourable lover, nor Fortune the bold her constant master. the plain and joyless Romans, if…

NigelodYf
4日前

My Answer

...

I. fly to her like a bird

II. rush towards her like a boar

III. walk steadily and quietly to her, like a human does

IV. IO

there is essentially no option to choose, my answer is the same as w

もっとみる

What I would not pay to become either the student or master of the old man in the mountain Keep, Lord of Alamut,

What I would not pay to become either the student or the master of the old man in the mountain Keep, Lord of Alamut,

Only an idiot can teach another idiot, and harry him on

to the path that shall de

もっとみる

Obscura

【東方アレンジ Ambience】fromadistance - obscure https://youtu.be/Y5PnaBooyUU?si=sMtKRMVp-0nlXgFe

@YouTube

【八雲紫】

縄に縛れぬ永久の淵は 常に蝿の百の目の中 そして溢れて零し 腐敗したしたいの口より 真理以外のものを存じない故に

Yes, you will die of malnutrition

もっとみる

monologue

monologue
pro:
if a being could achieve a moment of absolute solitude,
by separating all reasons from established forms of experiences,
perhaps he can express infinity in himself in motion
being fault

もっとみる

When a poet had too much pain of labour,

When a poet had too much pain of labour,

too little rain cloud to drink,

And been carrying in basket a broken heart,

He asks the manless wasteland, whatsoever should I write next?

I sensed, I felt

もっとみる

Why do I behold the visage of myselfbecoming a man-eating ogre underground

Why do I behold the visage of myself

becoming a man-eating ogre underground

and the coliseum of rose-adorned banquet before me...

in evisceration.

Fool, even if I were to devour the head, savour t

もっとみる

the tyranny of the 24 Horae overruling all worlds

the tyranny of the 24 Horae

overruling all worlds

even the aetherial is in fetters of density

maiden of 24 decorated Hours, their endless series stretches on

who might escape solitude before an Oc

もっとみる

dimness of eternity

dimness of eternity

for what petty reason do we still seek eternity forever-more,

when the world is already overflowing

with cold eternities of so many nameless dead gods?

the regrets and wrath of

もっとみる

もし私が泉に涙を呉れば

もし私が泉に涙を呉れば

それは海になる

もし私が泉へ先出す物*
を呉れば

それは沼になる

もし私が泉に、

泉の源を捧げれば

それは嘗て水は霧と雨になった事を

流れる彼女を思い出せるだけだ。。

私が泉に自分を捧げても

その心は流れを汚せずに

静まりつづある水の様なものに

なりえるのか

逆流で精神の矢を放っても

忘却だけが目印になった

去り行く彼女

人がそれを恐れる

もっとみる

"and thus nearly thirty sprightly years of spring had I yrunne

"and thus nearly thirty sprightly years of spring had I yrunne
unknowing what hope is worth to truth
before baton of judgement
the verdant life did neither hold more than its share
ne more receive ne

もっとみる

the pains we baboons took

the pains we baboons took

to be wise once in a while

neither in phantasmic dreaming

nor in love and hate's denial

elder scrolls fan poem Bal-El

"to Bal-El, a life without remorse or pity"

"O Fortuna
velut luna…"

O Rota Ingloria
the twin spiderwives of Dream and Night
yoked, forwards turned (and turn) the Silver-Car of Kalpa
only close to th

もっとみる

無限の四次元に繋ぐ、常に空っぽな旅行ポケットで

無限の四次元に繋ぐ、常に空っぽな旅行ポケットで

汝の万世の苦痛として受け入れた洪水の業を

未来と言う秘密器具持って全て洗い去ららむ

ファウスト博士の方ではなく

のびのびのび太のいるこの未来の世で

無限の四次元に繋ぐ、常に空っぽな旅行ポケットで

多分、私が神の前にしゃがむのは
彼より賽銭を盗む時だけだろう

無限の四次元に繋ぐ、常に空っぽな旅行ポケットで
汝の万世の苦痛として受け入れた洪水の業を
未来と言う秘密器具持って全て洗い去りぬとも

Una and Eiros
ファウスト博士ではなく
のびのびのび太のいるあの世を見える
穴は埋まれて
振り子の音は止み
それても時間だけが顧みず
昨日より数えて
未来と言う時空の中で何処にもいない場所

もっとみる

neither would Venus find the bald at once a disfavourable lover,

have faith in that neither would Venus find the bald at once a disfavourable lover,

nor Fortune the bold her constant master.

the plain and joyless Romans, if not for Boethius and his well-invented

もっとみる