英語日記 - Day 14

In English

Why is this happened to me?

As I posted before, Tuesdays are early education lesson days for my sons.

My wife asked me to pick up them from nursery school and take them to the lesson on the day. However, I panicked when I left home because there is no preparation. I was in a hurry to prepare but I was late about 5 minutes.

I think that I should not blame others. I should look for ways to improve yourself.

- "She is the one who asked for it, she is the one who is supposed to be getting it ready", it was just my assumption.
- I was frustrated with things that were different from my assumptions, and I was blind to the situation.

I felt that even though we are a couple, there is a part of us that is too dependent on each other, so I'm going to be careful.

In Japanese

なんでこんな目に遭うんだ！という日だった。

以前書いたとおり火曜日は幼児教室の日。

本日も当日になって「ごめん仕事が…」と言われて自分が連れて行くことになった。

ただ、「何も準備がされていない」ことに家を出ようと思ったときに気づいたので、大慌て。急いで準備したけど5分ほど遅れた。

ここで人のせいにしてはいけない。自分の中での改善点を探す。

・「頼んだんだから準備は相手が済ませているだろう」という私の思い込み
・思い込みと違ったことに対して苛立ち、焦って状況が見えなくなっている

夫婦とはいえお互いに依存しすぎている部分があると感じたので、気をつけようと思う。