Be natural

today i ganna think about be natural

Recentry I am trying to be natural.
And love myself being natural.

i also love other as love me.

But it is hard and as long as be strong and have a will, it is much stragle thing.

If i could not love myself, I stragle with the situation be natural. Because sometimes it critisised by others who has different perspectives. Then i start to blame myself again.
i do not want to do it.

I also do not want others who loves me to hurt

So i am trying to be nomal insted of being natural sometimes

That is really easy way.
But if i continue this situation,

I lose my way.
and it lead me deprassion.

Also make me person who cannot love as i am also to others.

So i will try to continue to love my self.

Just try.

See you.

Try Try Try.

Live my life on the Earth. Eith Other Lives.