Diary① 26 de abril de 2024

Every day I think of many things through lots of information, concerns, and beautiful phrases written in English, Spanish and Japanese. When I think I sometime get the feeling of being separated from myself, my past and my future. Exploring the world through languages might be fun and exciting while it might also be awful and frightening experience at the same time. The history tells us that this world may be too complex to pursue the truth. My body is composed of materials or elements of earth while my soul is made up of uncountable victims of human progress and destiny that is given by God or universe. I like the painting of Pablo Picasso titled the weeping woman, a very popular piece of all over the world, but nobody knows the real meaning behind it including myself.
Why do people have to continue crying?
As an old Japanese woman, I would like to pass on a peaceful and strict feeling to the next generation who has yet to learn the gravity of life. To tell the truth, I'm trying to go near the figure of Jesus Christ but I'm still staying right here for now hoping to see the day in which I would be able to smile to his beautiful mind.

Buenas Noches
Have a nice dream.