Bon

I can speak English a little better than last year, but recently it’s too difficult to learn English cause of my working environment.
Past days, online meeting was held once a week, with my coworker in France. but these days this meeting almost canceled cause of no topics that we have to consult with online.
It’s no responsible for it, but I thought it’s too difficult to keep motivated about learn English.
If I could add, I have lost all desire to go abroad for my job.
Why did I come to think that way?
One of reasons is I thought that is ridiculous what I was lazy with my counterparts.
Maybe I couldn’t be able to speak English better than now that I have those feeling about learning English.
I can’t do it.
It’s easier than I continue to have motivation.
I wanna be the man whom my boy likes.
I should have a few courages now.