my diaries

Invisible anxiety.

Once again, the darkness closes in, and the nightmare I feared has returned. I talked with Taiwanese in English, but she seemed like it was difficult to understand what I meant. She asked me "What?" "What do you mean?" and "I'm not sure yo

The Race Against Time. - Jan. 15, 2024.

Lately, I've been struggling with translating my thesis into English. The deadline is this Friday, so I must complete it at all costs. If I can't finish it by 5 p.m. on January 19th, my chance for a master's degree will vanish before my eye

The Final Months of Student Life. - Jan. 9, 2024.

Yesterday, I realized that a week had already passed. Time flies so fast, doesn't it? It feels like we just celebrated the new year yesterday. When I was an elementary school student, I often heard the saying “一月は行く、二月は逃げる、三月は去る.” This phra

Let's work out at the gym! - Jan. 8, 2023.

I was thinking about what to write in my diary today but couldn't find any ideas. So, I decided to write about going to the gym. I started working out at the gym about four years ago. Now, with the cold weather, I feel my body getting stiff

Just The Way You Are. - Jan. 7, 2023.

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change Cause you're amazing, just the way you are And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Her brilliant s

Nostalgic Reunion - Jan. 3, 2024.

Seeing an old school friend instantly transports you back to the good old days, even if it's been years since you last met. I recently gathered with high school friends at an izakaya, where we shared drinks and laughter after being apart fo

I need more reading!!!! - Dec. 20, 2023.

Recently, I've been feeling a bit stressed because I haven't had enough time to read. Reading is something I love and need to keep my mind calm and relaxed. I'm particularly fond of novels, especially those considered literature because the

Let there be light, please! - Dec. 17, 2023.

I'm really struggling to finish chapter 4 of my thesis. There are many problems I need to solve to complete it. I had planned my logic before starting to write, but I keep encountering new issues. As soon as I solve one, another appears. Bu

The danger of frameworks - Dec. 16, 2023.

I'm working on my thesis about gender, focusing on masculinity and manhood. Lately, I've noticed that using a framework makes understanding topics easier, but it can be limiting because it makes me feel like I need to follow certain rules.

Done is better than perfect, but... - Dec. 12, 2023.

Recently, I've been feeling overwhelmed because of my thesis and the fast-approaching deadline next week. I'm working hard on Chapter 4, which is crucial for concluding my thesis. I'm trying to do my best. I had forgotten the saying, "Done

I have a TOEIC exam today! - Dec. 10, 2023.

I have a TOEIC exam today! I had intended to prepare for it, but unfortunately, I didn't study as much as I should have. I'm reluctant to offer excuses, but my thesis has demanded a great deal of my attention, making it challenging to manag

Don't be afraid of English. - Dec. 9, 2023.

I've noticed an improvement in my English proficiency. I'm less apprehensive than before when it comes to reading English sentences or books. Two years ago, during my senior year in college, I was reluctant to read them due to the considera

I was irritated yesterday. - Dec. 5, 2023.

I was irritated by the noisy sound of the door and my senior's unpleasant body odor yesterday. My colleagues seem to be uptight and talk less because the deadline for our thesis is approaching next month, and it's getting on my nerves too.

Skills are hard to gain but easy to lose. - Dec. 4, 2023.

I take online English communication lessons every morning and strive to enhance my English speaking skills. I make a conscious effort to engage in conversations and chat in English daily, aspiring to become a fluent English speaker. However

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