火曜日thoughts

I have struggled with depression for so long and I still can’t see a way out. I will forever carry this heaviness in my bones as I drag my body through the days to come. I have a feeling things won’t end well for me. I won’t make it far. I don’t plan on giving up just yet, but I think I’ll get to that point. Once the youth I now possess has left me, and everything I get praised for is no longer enough.
Will I ever get better? I am trying. I really am.