Think about the best man, think about friends. （ベストマンのことを考え、友人たちのことを想う）

　So First, I thought about Harriet. Because she is definitely not that kind of person. I mean, she does not like that type of "official" situation. She even did not turn out to the graduation ceremony even though she had gotten 1st. So I can easily imagine that she will be super awkward to be in that role, maybe she would be "Ah.. I am not really good at being these position.. Um.. Ok, cheers." like that? Or she may even not say yes to take that role for the first place.

　Then thought about Rose, she would do her best. But she is also not really liking those official places. But again, I know she would do just as good. haha

　After that, James came up. He is definitely the one of the best mates since my university time. He is quite a proper boy besides cool 3D artists, so it was the easiest to think about him being a best man. He can speech well, and will not be feeling awkward to be that role.

　And then, thought about Ellis (!!). He is my ex, and now I have not talked with him for 7 months. I do not even know if he will become my friend. Well, I can definitely become a friend but not sure about being a good friend.
　Although. Thought about the time we had. We were definitely best friends. Lots of things happened, lots of things we talked. We dived so much deeper into our space and stayed together. I throw back that period and it was totally being in a bubble phase. But we were comfortable. We liked being there. We shared spiritual world which has changed my life 180 degree. Trying to figure out what the facts are in our world. Trying to understand why we are living in this moment. We were together floating in the immense universe ocean.
　We had such a time. We had been there. We shared that period. Then why aren't we friends after all? It is one of the deep mates who shared dense time and understand you deeply. It is kind of shame to loose that person.
　It is started from best man topic, though I know I do not agree putting him into that position, which will never happen, just thought maybe it is good to be back to at least friends.

　I do not have any plans to have marriage or even partners so far but you know.