Let Me Be

Don't expect anything from me
I need my time
I need my space
I need myself to communicate with MYSELF
Before anything.

Declining takes courage,
for me,
coz I've lived through my life
like that.

Unconsciously I,
prioritized others' needs
over my physical

-How had I ever not realized this
for the 33 goddamn years?

To be honest I was fearful,
fearful of being considered
crazy, unable, inconvenient, bothering, etc., etc.,
all of which I actually am!

I am beautifully incomplete.

How couldn't we be as we are with faults?
Who would seek a perfect human being?

Now that I try reeducating myself
I need you to keep in mind:

You can only be what you are.
You are as you are, and it's everlasting.
So Let me be.
The world will complement itself.