The meaninglessness of the search for meaning

I find something interesting.
I want to try something.
I want to go somewhere.
I want to meet someone.
I get excited.

Then the words, "What's the point?" trivializes everything. It destroys everything.

Is meaning necessary? If it's useless, why not do it?
I have written many times that I dislike the word "efficiency," but I will say it again.
I really don't like it when people bring the word "efficiency" into anything other than trivial chores and office work. Don't bring the word "efficiency" into living, feeling, accepting, expressing, and creating. Never.

What is the meaning?
Is it to generate some profit?
Is it that something good will come of it?
When does it have to happen for it to be meaningful?
At that moment? By the end of this week? By next month?

If we base our actions on whether they are meaningful or not, we'll never get out of the place we're in.
This sounds interesting. I want to try it. I want to go there. I want to meet him.
That's enough motivation for action.

It may be meaningless.
I think the possibility of realization is low.
It might fail. It might be a waste of time.
Such an analytical point of view is important, but if it always prevails over the feeling of "it looks interesting" and always becomes the criterion for action, you will become smaller and smaller, and you will just sit there all day long or go to and fro in the same place.
Sometimes you can see a view that you couldn't see from the first place just by taking one step forward.
Such fun things are lying all over the place.

I read an article that said that more and more people are listening to songs by jumping the intro and guitar solo. Fast-forward through a movie. They only need to know the summary of a novel.
I heard that many people think like that.
It seems that they don't want to waste time, but for them, listening to music, watching movies, and reading books are a waste of time to begin with, so why don't they just stop doing them? It is more efficient that way.
If it's because people want to know something anyway as information, it's more efficient not to absorb such information because it's meaningless to those people.
Do these people think they are living "efficiently" by gathering extra information that they can never fully digest, because they are greedy for information, even though they have such a poor way of thinking?
It is interesting to see how many crazy things are happening in reality.
I am tempted to make more music with longer intros and more guitar solos anyway.

This country is getting poorer on a national level, and when food and energy supplies are about to become doubtful, instead of helping the people, the prime minister smiles and says, "Let's invest more!" and calls for self-reliance and self-help.
It is only natural that we can no longer trust anything.
It really is a joke.
It may be a laughable story for future generations, but it is not funny now.

Fear of failure, fear of life, fear of being ostracized by the group, fear of being the only one to lose out, these things fill our society. People are sick with anxiety and distrust.

Sounds interesting. Sounds fun. I want to try it. Let's try it.
I think that is the only thing that can open up our lives.
Even if you are afraid of worrying and fearing, things will happen anyway.
There is not much meaning in life to begin with.
It's pointless to think about meaning.
(May 22, 2022)