残酷な地獄　夜に薄く差す月明り　CHRIS　KYOGETU

残酷な地獄　夜に薄く差す月明り　CHRIS　KYOGETU 　
　この世界に生き地獄はある。長く生きると本当にそう思う。貧困にとどまず、心が支配され、深層意識すら犯され、そこから、人格すら崩壊 に向かう。 　人は内面にファンタジーを持ち、そこから、再生し、生き直す。それすらも、CHRIS　KYOGETUの筆は、打ち消す。竜は内面世界を食いつぶし、肉体を、世界を破壊する。Pangaea Dollを書いた当時、CHRIS　KYOGETUは、深層心理学や童話を哲学を熟知し、生まれてから見てきた、地獄の人生を昇華して書いたのだろうか。 　＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
　その次の作品イコノグラフを光とするなら、この作品は影。その影を私は改めて思う。この世界には生き地獄はあると。それを再び読むのは 悪くない。聖書を読み直すのと似ている、彼女の作品、ブログ、論文を読み進めるとそう感じる。変わらぬ生き地獄に生きる意味が浮かび上がる。地獄はそこにかわらず存在する。それでいい。 　残酷な地獄のもとであきらめかけた夜に薄く差す月明はある。
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新旧訳聖書を読み、パウロの牢獄でかいた手紙を読み返す。天国も地獄もすべてはつながる　

"In this world, there is a living hell. The longer one lives, the more one truly believes this. It extends beyond poverty; the mind is dominated, even the subconscious is violated, leading towards the collapse of one's personality.

People hold fantasies within themselves, and from there, they regenerate and live anew. Even this, CHRIS KYOGETU's pen denies. The dragon devours the inner world and destroys the body and the world. When writing Pangaea Doll, did CHRIS KYOGETU, well-versed in depth psychology, fairy tales, and philosophy, sublimate the hellish life he had seen from birth?

If the next work, Iconograph, is light, then this work is shadow. I think again about that shadow. There is a living hell in this world. Reading it again isn't a bad idea. It feels similar to rereading the Bible, progressing through her works, blogs, and papers. The meaning of living in an unchanging hell emerges. Hell exists unchangingly. And that is okay.

Under the cruel hell, there is a faint moonlight in the night of near surrender. ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

Reading the New and Old Testaments, I reread the letters written in Paul's prison. Heaven and hell, all are connected."