diary 11/17/2022

From today, I start writing a dairy as I came to feel that I actually use English everyday and feel like my English is bettering one by one. So today is my work day so I went to my workplace. Lots of Japanese people work there even in Canada. I'm feeling complicated with it as I came here to both learning English and earning sufficient amount of money to go to university here but what I'm doing seems same as being in Japan when I take a focus on my workplace from outside. Why I pick out the workplace is I didn't want to feel distressed while working even if I have bunch of choices that I can work from Canadian restaurant's line cook to Japanese one. Eventually I chose current workplace and I don't regret it as if I chose not to transfer to the university here, I have to go back to Japan and as a matter of fact, the only choice that I have in Japan as a workplace is Japanese spoken company at the part-time level generally. So I'm simulating whether I can continue to be in Canada or not in terms of my English improvement. I noticed that this is my problem and not my environment to grow my English. Environment is crucial but my mental, how to think of things inside of me is much more important and I need to keep having it all the time to step up everyday. So how to be able to speak English fluently? The answer is that I have to realize that I'm speaking English in a good way. Until then, I keep talking somebody in English, learning new phrases. The important thing is that I learn new vocabulary and see it through the vocabulary that I've already can use naturally as I have to use countless times to speak it. How many times I listen to the phrases doesn't necessarily mean I can talk with them utilizing it.
Thanks for reading my note. I understand this is not great work but, it will be. 
Bye bye.