呑んでも呑まれるな

酒、仕事、子供、美容、不妊治療。
なんでも、初めは楽しくて、心から望んで始めたはずなのにいつの間にか呑まれて文句ばかりが口から出てしまう。
楽しいことを夢を、楽しいままに楽しみたい。いい記憶を残すために、生きているのだもの。

私の答えはやっぱりここ、やることの種類を持つこと、たくさんのコミュニティに属すこと。
研修医終わった後に手取り10万台でスタートアップて楽しくやってた話をすると、ついつい楽しくて話しすぎてしまう。何だかんだ、心から生きていた。会社を育てることが本当に楽しかった。
「それやりたいけどさあ、子供もローンもあるしやっぱり無理だよ」なんて言わない人生にしたい。

Alcohol, work, children, beauty, and infertility treatment.
Everything was fun at first, and I started it with my heart's desire, but before I knew it, I was consumed by it and all I could do was complain.
I want to have fun, dream, and enjoy things as they are. We live to leave behind good memories. My answer is to have a variety of things to do and be part of many communities.
When I talk about how I enjoyed starting a business with a take-home pay of 100,000 yen after finishing my medical training, I find myself talking about it too much. Somehow, I was living from the heart. I really enjoyed growing the company.
I want to live a life where I don't say, ``I want to do that, but I have kids and loans, so it's just not possible.''