Everything is my fault

When the electricity stops, Niko said to me "Ku～llu～。
I pretended to be surprised and said, "Is it my fault??"

When I was in my room and locked my mind, Niko always called me from my window.  "Kullu! Come outside!" then I came outside,                                                    Niko always offered the chair next to him for me.
Niko always called me "Come! Kullu !" "See! Kullu !"
then Niko shares the beautiful and sweet things with me.

When the door was moved by wind,
Niko often said "Who's there? "
and I laughed every time.

Gee said to us"Would you like to go to the mountain festival together?"
Niko and Boss won't go because they don't wanna stay overnight in another village. At that time, I was very mad at ex-bf calling, so I became desperate and decide to go to Mountain without Niko and Boss.
and I was going to come back at midnight.
Local people told me from Mountain to here take 2~3hours.                         and they said, come back alone is possible.
So, I decided to go with Gee and I was going to come back alone.
I packed some things.
I already can do everything alone.
I thought so at that time. but I was crying.
On the outside, Niko and Boss talked about that happening.
Niko said to Boss "I think Kullu no possible come back alone midnight from Mountain. You should stop her."
Boss used some words that breaking my heart for letting me give up to go.
and I gave up to go. I went to say sorry to Gee.
I said, "Gee, I'm sorry, I give up going Mountain with you."
Niko reminded me "You won't go, right?"
I answered "I won't go." with a small voice.
I was almost crying. but patience.
Niko said, "Good."
and I went back to my room and more crying.

After that, I said to Niko "because When I asked Gee, Gee said to me "possible."
Niko laughed and told me " Everything possible in India."

When we smoking a cigarette outside, I found "NO SMOKING" on the wall.
I told Niko so. Niko said "Never mind" and winked at me.

When we checked at the Cafe, Niko starts to walk to the entrance.
I found "Please check at the table" on the wall. I told Niko so.
Niko said "Never mind" and laughed.

Everything possible in India.