3/8/2020

Today was not so good. Because I woke up earlier in morning than ordinary day, and I went to MealPlan with Yuta. I forgot what we talked. Then, it never occurred to me that I would be down in the evening.

After I came back to my room, I studied for the American history final exam. I concentrated on my stuff. When a breaking time, I watched Kamaitachi's manzai on YouTube. They are so funny that they got 960 points in M-1 Grand Prix Final. I'm into them. When I was watching a Japanese comedy show on YouTube, my roommate came back home. He looked exhausted. I worried his condition. He said OK tho. Maybe because he earned much money today. lol

I hit the gym at around 4:30 pm. Today was my abs day, but I didn't concentrate on it. I felt I was loosing myself. I mean, I didn't feel I was who I was. I lost a confidence of myself.

After the gym, I went to Miki's room to get a hand soap. She gave me that. We talked a while. She laughs very much, and she looks happy every day. What we mainly talked is about her ex-roommate. I'm glad to hear that she is doing well. Additionally, I noticed she always plays some musics, and sings them. That's one of the reasons why she looks very happy every time. My life in America is composed of a lot of things, including her. 

I asked Yuta to go to MealPlan after he went to the gym. I talked about above that. His advice was impressing, so I got a bit back my confidence.

At the night, now, I watched a Japanese awesome soccer player's video on YouTube. Takefusa Kubo. He speaks Spanish really well. (I'm not sure he speaks Spanish actually well tho.) Anyway, his Spanish sounds really well. It inspired me. I wanna start learning Spanish. Since younger people can speak Spanish, I could speak Spanish as well. I study English, of course.

I made it sure that I should literally use English to improve my English, to get to speak English, and have good talks with American with my fluent English. I'm gonna use English more and more, speaking English much more. Fortunately, I have many chill friends who speak English. I wanna chat with them soon. I decide that when I am alone, I work on writing English. It's definitely good for me. Being in America doesn't just improve my English.

I hope I can have a best day tomorrow.