Diary in English 2024/9/24

Lately, I've been feeling so sleepy at night that I fall asleep quickly, but then right after I fall asleep, I wake up startled by something. I fall asleep again after I turn over in Futon a few times.
Now I live alone after long time, so I guess I'm just not used to it.

Speaking of being alone, my boyfriend also lives alone, and although he previously told me he doesn't like walking hand in hand, he always holds my hand when walking with me. When my hand is busy, his hand seem to dance as if searching for mine.

I watched the movie " Sunk into the Womb" last night, but I can't read the messages. I'm surprised at how insensitive I am.