Unfortunately, I'm happy when I'm unhappy

You fear that your happiness now could vanish suddenly.

You always could die, be depressed or whatever.

Then, I have to feel happy when I'm not literally unhappy.

So that technically I could be happy forever, whenever.

Well, I've not written anything for a while in English, and yeah my writing sucks lol.

Have to learn it again, and maybe should start to learn other languages too.

Thanks