thoughts

Hello guys.
It's 1pm in Japan.
I haven't had really great days, feeling gloomy some days. And I was writing negative thoughts on this blog.
But today I suddenly woke up at 6 am, to be honest it was because of my cat coming next to me in bed and it made me wake up, I just couldn't move.

Anyway that was the best things ever happened in recent times. 
Cause I've been working at late night and waking up at noon, so that routine was becoming my recent routine. I was living the vampire life.

 I don't think it is a bad thing to work at night like night work, but I definitely learned that it is something make me and my life crazy in many ways, for instance the day routine, your health, there are a lot more.
I felt sleepy all the time and tired and I don't know but I had a feeling like I could get irritated so easily. 
Also I see so many different type of people there which was not great.

So yesterday I've decided to quite the the part-time job as a bar tender and also decided to start looking for a new part-time job something like I can work in the morning or day-time.

It is actually feel so great, waking up right time, going out to get the sunlight, and doing productive things. 
I know myself in the most and I just can't stay in the same place for a long term. I was really enjoying this summer, I made myself keep busy, between  working and my private time, however, I think it's time to move to next step for me. I realized that there is only three months left in 2023, and I've done nothing.
I don't know what to do next yet but it's better knowing where my head at right now.

I was not able to have a normal daily rhythm, so at this point I'm going to focus on maintaining this daily rhythm.

Also it's getting chilly finally in Japan and I already started feeling winter and Christmas which I love the most in a whole year. So everyone be prepared for it❤️

Thank you for coming to my page and hope you enjoyed it!!

Bye bye~
nina