Your partner's secret relationship based on a true story and inspired on the song "he cheated on me, but i still like you (riria)/りりあ。- 浮気されたけどまだ好きって曲"

It is hard to maintain and to be in a long distance relationship. There would be a lot of patience and understanding. But what if your partner is hiding a secret affair.

Maybe I am one of the persons in the world who experienced being cheated. 

Being cheated makes you feel so sad, jealous and even angry. But what if you truly love the person even he is cheating. Will you have the courage to confront him or just take a blind eye on the situation.

There is this song that really matches the situation that I wish relay to every one. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyjkmKCXgkk

In this song talks about a boy cheating on his girlfriend but the girlfriend cannot afford to lose him.

When you really love the person, sometimes it makes you confuse on what is wrong and what is right. It is easy to say that if your partner is cheating on you just leave him be, but if you really love that person and cannot afford to lose him will you have the courage to say goodbye to him. For me, I cannot. I know many of us this world is experiencing this.

I think one of the most moment in this world would be seeing the person you love cheating right in front of you but you cannot stop it. A felling that your are like being torn to pieces, a feeling that you wanted to cry so loud but you keep on smiling, a question in your mind that is there something wrong with me or something that I cannot give that she can give. 

The feeling that you are hearing him saying that "I love you" but his Mind, heart and soul is with someone else. You wanted to make an action but in the end you will be the one to be blamed and will be the bad side. 

Will you imagine he is saying "I love you and you are the one he truly loves" at the same time he is messaging the girl sweet and flirty words. I know life is unfair but is this okay for the sake of having the person you love even you don't know if that person still treats you the same way you do.

But no matter how painful or unforgivable it is you are still there accepting and loving him. Giving your most loving smile outside but crying deep as the oceans inside.

Is right to enjoy the current feelings even you are not sure that it is true and can you be ready on the end? For me, I will never ever be ready in the end.

But true love is seeing the one you love happy and smiling even it you have to sacrifice your self happiness. So to my readers all I can say is that I don't know if what I am doing is right or wrong, but I am doing my best to make him still happy even someone makes him loved. I will try my best to be ready when the time he will tell that he doesn't need me anymore so even it hurts, I can still say to him goodbye and be happy, letting him see the last reaction on your face smiling and then just cry it so loud when you are alone hoping that the person you love will be happy even he is now with the other person.