あああ

i listened emma chainbarein’s podcast.
the title is “advice in taking advice”
it was good actually, so honest, streightfored and clear.

1. good advice can be useless advice if it doesn’t click your life

2. the souce of advice should be from people who you admire their lifestyle. that is the guide to the direction you want in.

Sometimes I have feeling of jealous of my friends. and I hate myself feeling in that way.
today is the day of it.

I’m so anxious about what if my bf leave Japan, and live other country. I wanna be a No1 cheerleader of her, I really wanna be, but one side of mine is still get cold feet, feeling like I might lose my whole life bf.

Cringe